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Be prepared

If you feel comfortable enough to tell me how to do my job be prepared for me to tell you how to do yours.

Merry Christmas
Santa is real

Quote of the week

Your Jesus offends my spirits vision.

Always looking

How often do look among the crowds and the seeing eyes watching you. Is it my imagination or is it something more? This is the reality that haunts me. We are all like ghosts summoned by fertility. I dream of the day when we finally find out that we are all living in a single cell organism in some other universe. But I truly want to see before I die is Bigfoot. My dreams are random and small but I know my place. Maybe the morgage is due. But what about Bigfoot? And whats wrong with grass huts? I dont know but its nice to dream.

Album of the year

In rainbows is not on the Rolling Stones album of the year list. Also they wanted me to join there bullshit just to comment my disagreement.

For Justin

What did the snowman say to the other snowman?

When enough is enough

This is to purge my system of needless hate. I'm tired of the constant hunger for acceptance and the want to be normal. I like me and if you don't FUCK YOU!

The proof is in the pudding

It doesn't take a genius to know when your not welcome but I don't take hints. Regardless of how obvious. I like it said out loud.

No honor amongst theives

The saying no honor amongst thieves is true. I've realized that dishonesty is most dishonest when people are living in there own prisons surrounded by false fronts. Lying to yourself is a poison that can only erode you from the inside out. Why is honesty the hardest thing for society to use as a tool for heightening the common good. It seems we are so displosable to each other that it is sick. Constantly recycling relationships with each other. Friends and lovers ignoring what is truly in front of them. The long hard conversations that must be had to continue a sense of respect and dignity. This in part is the cancer that has been oozing out of every oriface of our daily lives. To whom it may concern the next time you feel the urge to ruin someboby by your lies and consistent destructive attitude to your friends and neighbors think twice and enjoy each other for what this is, a struggle for belonging to something good.

Summer is over and so

The summer is over and its high time we all just went our separate ways. The human condition in the town where I live is the most sterile and unimaginative place. I've lived in this town long enough to realize that It's only going to get worse. The more white these people get the more culture gets extinguished. It's time for all the artists, free thinkers, and anybody with self respect must just go. Leave these people to there own boring lives. They can all choke on there church and football. Leave these people to there modern convenience and monster trucks.
Leave these people so we can start the next human race with empathy and tolerance.

Batman

What happened to the Dark Knight? Although the Joker was indeed amazing something was missing from the film. I think it was Gotham City as a place of fantasy or was it the mythology of the Batman. It just seemed to me that it just felt like a action movie and I guess I just wanted more from that out of time and space feel. I am sorry Heath Ledger died before his time. But in honor of Alan Moore who wrote The Killing Joke in which Ledger based his Joker heres a joke as told by the Joker : Two inmates trying to escape from a insane asylum were on the roof of a building and they get to the edge and the first one says " lets jump across to the other roof top"and the second replies " I'm to fat to make it" so the first one says "don't worry i'll turn on the flashlight and you can walk across the lightbeam" and the second says " What do you think I'm crazy you 'll turn it off before I make it across."
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I'm Oblivious

I can hardly wait until somebody says the obvious like, " Gas is expensive " or " Its hot today."
I'm being driven insane with the lack of something to talk about. Let me be the first to say the path to hell is paved with the best intentions. If you would like to talk about something at least to have the spine to say what is on your mind. Perhaps something like" I hate my life because the Daffodils in my garden are dying "or" I am going to kill the next guy I see with little sticker cut outs of his fucking brood on the back of his SUV. Better yet " Hey, feel like pouring gas all over me, here's the match." I just want to be entertained with the bizarre and random. But to mister gasoline match guy here's to you but I regretfully decline.

Oh Little Nick

Oh Little Nick
Left me waiting with my cancer stick
Oh little Nick
Nice to see your magic trick
Oh Little Nick
Now you see me , now you don't
Oh Little Nick
Left me waiting with my cancer stick

Well Hello

Hows everyboby doing I miss most of you but time marches on. The beauty of enjoying people is that when you don't see them everyday it makes the experience that much more.

Sorry I've been busy

Every so often I do have to be responsible and be a productive citizen but for those who are constant readers I just spent the last couple of weeks trying to operate a new position at my little job. Don't try to understand office politics, they pain my soul. The effort to fool the fools is time consuming and sucks the energy out of me. Just so you know they are all liars and will sell you out. The dream is over for some and is only going to get tougher for those who wish to follow the Batista dream. If only they saw the writing on the wall when a business model sounds insane. Cannibalism sounds good only from the cannibals point of view. So spare the respect and kill if you must. Im waiting for your hug. Betray with a kiss.

Chinese Olympics

How can a country with a horrid record of human rights host the Olympics. Do you remember Tienanmen Square?

In Response

I'm responding to my friends last post. I think it really got to just a little bit. I haven't spoken to my bio-dad in 15 years nor have I really spoken to him at all in 35 years. Its not that I care, I have had an amazing life so far with a great step-dad. But I just wonder what goes on in peoples heads. Being a father myself I could never imagine a life without my boy. I don't need a telephone, the time for that is long since past. I heard that he's dying from something, so be it, don't send me an invite for some Goddamn funeral or call me for some kind of guilt relief. Your not going to get it. You could've been there but weren't so I'm not either.

Summers out

Looks like summers in full swing and all the spoiled teenagers are headed to the nearest establishment ready to loiter. I wonder if parents are more excited that schools out so they can get free child daycare from your neighborhood barista. But just to let you know that I ready with my favorite summertime attitude. GO BOTHER YOUR OWN GODDAMN PARENTS, AT LEAST GET SOME MONEY TO PURCHASE SOMETHING BESIDE WATER YOUR MAKING ME WORK FOR FREE. yeah summertime.

Obama vs. Hillary

If I was Hillary I would drop out of the race even though I voted for her in the primary. It is time to worry about the opposition. Lets take the billionaire boys club out of office and repair our image in the world. We as humans need to start to worry about everybody on Earth not just America, oil, and modern convenience. Hopefully Obama is the answer. If not this will be the last democratic president for a long, long, time.